well, arent you the cutest mess i've seen

I've been recently thinking..but should I be insulted? Being referred to a chipmunk that is. It was cute when I was little, but now when I look at it.. I kinda wanna start starving myself.. wonderful.

I havent posted a blog in a LONG time, anywhere, not even on myspace, but really, that has gotten pretty old too.

Nothing much really has changed about me though, I'm still that rude bitch you saw in high school :)

but, i do have lots of ranting to catch up on.

1. You, are a close friend of mine, But you also happen to be the dumbest friend of mine too, how i deal with you like this? I havent a fucking clue. But I do feel that its time, being that you just turned 20, to grow up. Meaning, Neekuuh, will not play mummy for you and drive you everywhere..you have a car too, time to put milage on that bitch :)

2. I fell for you, hard. Like a dumbass, and now i regret every single moment of it. I kinda dont know what I saw in you...it was something, but I forgot. And now that I looked at your picture, you looked like a old creepy man, which would reason why mum hated you the moment you walked in the door. Or maybe the fact that you swore you were a juggalo. What a fucking loser.

3. Your getting married, to a guy that you've been in a relationship with for 5 months. I think it's best that you should wait this out, and think about it, for crying out loud..he fucking took sugar scrub and exfoliated his nutsack cos he was bored. Plus he had hisself purposely fired, so he didnt have to work his job anymore. You bust your ass all week long while he sits in the apartment that you're basically paying rent for, drinking beer with his friends.

4. You smelled like cat piss this morning in my car. Actually, scratch that, when I bent over to get my wallet, I smelled the scent of unwashed pussy..and it turned my stomach into pieces, remind me to put a stronger air freshner into my car, i promise, it stank....

5. You're a cute mess, and still for some stupid reason, i still find myself having this crush on you.

6. I wish some people were closer to me :/

7. Some people will never grow up.