Good Morning, Cupcake.

Ah, shit is wonderful. And well, shit is shit. Things have been topsy turnsy for the past week and a half, down to me crying mid week to me smiling my ass off last night. I should be super happy, but still super confused. All I can say is i'm happy I have Jared in my life now :)

Elsie and him have been the only two who would listen to my problems and analyze them with me, instead of saying, gee, that sucks. i fucking love them two :)

But my 4th was wow.

I wake up around 2 in the afternoon, well, friday night, i got stuck in traffic until three in the morning, and mum wanted to keep me up for a crazy talk, go figures, it is my mum we're talking about, but when I woke up, I had a text from jared saying his usual "hello hello?" deal, so i answered it with hey! and he asked what are you doing today, i replied with going to elsies, and so forth, he said, well, can I see you before you go there, please?

For a second, my heart hit my stomach and I thought I was going to throw up. Honestly, I did.

So i said, yeah, at wawa's for slurpees?

Yup.

K, great, see you!

I dropped my puppies off with the kids and headed towards va beach, kinda anxious, I started talking to myself and wondering what would Jared want to talk to me about.

But then Friday night I did send him a text, that spilled that I had the biggest crush on him and that I couldnt stop thinking about him, after I sent it, I felt very stupid.

So, i pulled up in wawa's and waited for him, he pulls up beside me, i'm drowsing off in the car, and knocks at my window. I'm super happy to see him, so i point to my car seat and he gets in and looks at me, and I say what did you want to see me about? as if I didnt kinda figure it out, so he pulls out his cell phone and goes to the message where i confessed to him, and looks at me and says, lets give it a try. And then he gave me a kiss :)

Elsies and Micheals, they went partying, I played DD so i had fun, but not the ultimate 4th fun that everybody usually has.

I didnt really mind though.

After I dropped them off and headed out, I saw jared again and he took me to meet his cousin, who swears i'm the cutest thing alive.

I'm happier than i could ever ask for.